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Forbidden angelSweet angel I forever weep
How cruel of heaven above
To send you here to rescue me
And then forbid our love

Sweet angel I forever weep
You come to me in dreams
Notes across the ether
How real our love it seems

Sweet angel I forever weep
Your image stills my fears
Your sad poems touch my heart
And how I long to dry your tears

Sweet angel I forever weep
For the love that I would share
For what we have I'm grateful
I know how much you care

Sweet angel I forever weep
I would hold you in my arms
Softly kiss your tender lips
And shelter you from harm

Sweet angel I forever weep
No walks upon our moonlit beach
No frolicking in

Pretty in her bedLying pretty in her bed
Outside a storm does rage
Uneasy dreams inside her head
She's lost inside a maze

Outside a storm does rage
Thunder covers up the sound
Fingernails pick at broken glass
An entrance he has found

Thunder covers up the sound
Death is in her room
Longing eyes survey her
Thirst will be sated soon

Death is in her room
She doesn't stand a chance
With raging burning blood lust
He wont bother with a trance

She doesn't stand a chance
Vice like hand grabs her hair
She's pulled across the bed
To scream she can't find air

Vice like hand grabs her hair
His teeth they rip her throat
A daughters bloodless body
A

Take this darknessPlease take this darkness from my soul
Break my chains and set me free
Take the memories I cant forget
For summers beauty I would see

Please take this darkness from my soul
Help me lay these ghosts to rest
Lived so long in pains deep shadow
It's surely time to know life's best

Please take this darkness from my soul
I struggle under crushing weight
Please help me lay my burden down
Don't leave me to this fate

Please take this darkness from my soul
Strength and hope are almost gone
My spirits back is breaking
Just how long can I go on

Please take this darkness from my soul
I've had my share of hurt
Let me bask in summer sun

Killing the innocentHow many tears must fall
How much blood be shed
Killing innocent children
Nearly a hundred dead

How many tears must fall
Did this satisfy your hate
You call yourself a Christian
But God is not your mate

How many tears must fall
Before the haters a lesson learn
Christian, Muslim, Hindu, Jew
Most people for peace do yearn

And how many tears must fall
Before we listen to God above
We're not meant to judge and hate
We're simply made for love....

Life.....He said life's what you make it
Laughed at my puzzled frown
Young and very foolish
He dreamed he'd seize a crown

He said life's what you make it
You've got to play to win
The pursuit of wealth and riches
Would pardon every sin

He said life's what you make it
Lost friends along the way
Dropped the girl who loved him
Said he'd never rue the day

He said life's what you make it
I have no time for losers
Passed the starving children
Deaf to all their whimpers

He said life's what you make it
See how rich and powerful I am
I tried but couldn't see the love
Just a sad and hollow sham

I said, life's not what you make it
For heaven

What do I want?What do I want from you
What gift would bring me joy
To steal a kiss from enchanted lips
Or have you for a sex toy?

What do I want from you
What favor can fulfill my need
What Would I like to take
What treasure sate my greed

What do I want from you
The answers rather plain
Because I have such love for you
I think we want the same

What do I want from you
I want you to wake and smile
To hear the sweet birdsong
And know that life's worthwhile

What do I want from you
I want you to enjoy each day
I want you to be happy
And for this I always pray

What do I want from you
To know that you've found love
To see your heart take wi

RelentlessTicks the relentless clock of life
Hands that never speed nor slow
Constant in it's measurement
No matter what the fates bestow

Ticks the relentless clock of life
Body's aged before you know
Where did all my years go
Times flow used to seem so slow

Ticks the relentless clock of time
The things of youth long gone
Memories of a different time
Have I been here quite that long?

Ticks the relentless clock of time
Childhood with no video games
And TV shows in black and white
Was everything really so lame

Ticks the relentless clock of time
Youth with no emo's, goths or gay pride
Just skinheads, greasers and rockers
Well I'm glad w

A thousand songsI have heard a thousand songs
Spent time face down in the dirt
Suffered my share of wrongs
And had my fill of hurt

I have heard a thousand songs
Felt like life had worn me out
Bad times had lasted oh so long
My heart was full of doubt

I have heard a thousand songs
Then suddenly I heard yours
Girl my heart began to long
You made my spirit soar

I have heard a thousand songs
But yours will last forever
To you my heart belongs
Girl can't we be together....

Beautiful, haunting and....Beautiful, haunting and alluring
Sweetest touch that could ever be
Intoxicating memory ever enduring
Vision that my heart gave all to see

Enchanting, enrapturing and surprising
Softest web of sweet surrender
Bliss divine on wings high soaring
My heart gives all on your sacred altar

Amazing, dazzling and brightly burning
Willingly imprisoned by your call
To siren voice my heart is yielding
And I gently into sweet bondage fall

Love you are the greatest, sweetest thrill
You give wings on which to fly above
You can make life and time stand still
Sovereign of my simple heart.... Love

Beautiful haunting and alluring
Pain I thought

My sun and starI want to live beneath the shining sun
I want to spread my wings and fly
Look in your eyes and drown in pleasure
Soar on eagles wings in a clear blue sky

I want to feel the warmth of sister sun
I want to reach out and take your hand
I would enfold your broken life in mine
Beside you is the place I want to stand

I want to bask in sweetest rays of light
wipe the tears from your beautiful eyes
I'd give all I have to mend your heart
Hear laughter instead of those sad sighs

I want to feel the sun's sweet caress
Take your hand and feel our spirit's soar
Had enough of sadness, pain and hurt
This beautiful world offers so much more

I

Time to mendI walk along a windy beach
Waves crashing on the shore
Salt spray sings of freedom
A song I never heard before

Waves crashing on the shore
Clouds depart and sun appears
It's almost like a sign
Sea breezes wash away my fears

Salt spray sings of freedom
There's healing in this view
Long this heart has grieved
It's time for something new

A song I never heard before
It's right that some things end
Turn and face the future
And let this brave heart mend

Are you there?They say that you are up there
Looking down from up above
But why just sit and watch me
When you could see I needed love

They say that you are up there
That you care for each little child
But I never really felt you
When by my dad I was defiled

They say that you are up there
That your love is wide and deep
Well I really didn't feel it
When I cried myself to sleep

They say that you are up there
And that I should honor mum and dad
Seems to me you ask a lot
When they treated me so bad

They say that you are up there
And that you see into all our hearts
So you know the hurt and pain and rage
Caused by so many flaming darts

They

DepressionWinding twisting corridors
Leading down into the abyss
Life viewed in dreamlike images
Something surely is amiss

Winding twisting corridors
Stairways and long halls
Half forgotten memories
As life around me falls

Winding twisting corridors
Echo with things past
Far below water dripping
A lake of tears that's vast

Winding twisting corridors
Citadel and awesome maze
Million, million rooms to wander
Lost and in a daze

Winding twisting corridors
Home of 'was', 'am' and 'will be'
Seat of possibilities
And keeper of the key

Winding twisting corridors
City of my mind
Joy, happiness, sadness and despair
All in you I find

Wind

The call of darkness....Bright and sharp her deadly blade
In her arms his life gently fades
Fighting no more his eyelids close
As he surrenders to the grave

Bright and sharp her deadly blade
Forcing this dark Lord into his tomb
Restless sleep offers no peace
In this cold and stoney womb

Bright and sharp her deadly blade
But her power is growing dim
Mother Sun has run her race
Now darkness fights to win

In the deep blue of nights embrace
A decaying tomb begins to open
The dark Lord begins to rise
The night has called and spoken

In the deep blue of nights embrace
A pure maiden he will favor
Carry her heart on wings of passion
Then her hot blood he

The wish.......Dark and dreaming human heart
To evil things you do aspire
Blood and flesh your desire
Helped along by hellish fire

Dark and dreaming human heart
Evil called you to come near
Foolish you it's words to hear
For your joy will turn to fear

Dark and dreaming human heart
Tried to dabble in the Art
Now I have your puny heart
Feel the sting of evils dart

Dark and dreaming human heart
All within you now is mine
Binding you with hellish twine
See my darkness start to shine

Dark and dreaming human heart
Your desires came to naught
Early on you should have fought
Now a lesson will be taught

Dark and dreaming human heart
Your own lif

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InnocenceInnocence, did we ever meet
I'm not sure that I know
I really don't remember you
Just the night you got to go

Innocence, left so long ago
A childhood left in tatters
That's the legacy you left
Though to dad it never mattered

Innocence, didn't fight to stay
See daddy always said he cared
Told me not to fight or scream
Brave little boys aren't scared

Innocence,stolen from me
How I often wished you'd stayed
Some memories never went away
No matter how I prayed...

HeavenGod, I need to ask a question
I need to learn and understand
Been thinking hard about heaven
And the book says you're the man

God, I need to ask a question
About who will and won't get in
You see I believe you made us all
Though not religion in a tin

God, I need to ask a question
Do non-Christians go to hell?
Billions of human families
You see that doesn't sit too well

God, I need to ask a question
About who'll get in up above
Is it about which sexuality and savior
Or how we live our lives and love

God, I need to ask a question
And I know that you won't mind
Can we just leave the haters out?
Cause the rest of us will be fin

Break awayWhat does it take to break away
What will it cost me to be free
To be the me I really am
Not the me the world would see

What does it take to break away
Live a life divorced from fear
Equality our societies cry
Why then so many shedding tears

What does it take to break away
Ask the lesbian, transgender, gay
Equality is a tired sick joke
When daddy hates and looks away

What does it take to break away
To admit loving leather and whip
To embrace the collar and leash
When some say this makes me sick?

What does it take to break away
It takes love from you and me
Because only with our support
Can other lives be truly free...

My solaceThis girl she really hurt me
She drove me to my knees
Tore apart the life we'd built
Said of me she would be free

This girl she really hurt me
Ripped my heart to shreds
Her voice it cut right through me
"There's another guy" she said

This girl she really hurt me
And now I want to die
What's the point of going on
With wings that cannot fly

This girl she really hurt me
I was contemplating death
Then an angel called to me
And I reached for her instead

This girl she really hurt me
And I was on my knees
So I cried out to my angel
Please come and rescue me

This girl she really hurt me
It seems so long ago
For now I have an ang

DarknessDarkness, the absence of light
That's what the book said
But that's not what I feel
Or see within my head

Darkness, the absence of light
I knew it oh so well
For once I lived without you
Back then my life was hell

Darkness, the absence of light
A life without the sun
That's how my days did seem
Before your love I won

Darkness is the absence of you
That's what the book should say
Night is life without you
Your love the light of day...

My lightBlazing in the darkness
Lighting up the sky
Burning with loves passion
Till the day I die

My heart cannot forget you
My love will always burn
This light will never fade
My heart for you it yearns

This body it may fail
But not this love of mine
I may fade and falter
But still my love will shine

For you my love I'm burning
Like a bright and shining star
Giving all I have to give
You I worship from afar...

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The deep....

by *Gary-thedreamingpoet, Jul 15, 2011, 4:07:09 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Black as rolling thunder
Depths deeper than the sea
Tsunami of depression
When will I be free

Foul prison of despair
In icy chains you hold me
Yet I don't belong here
This really isn't me

Tentacles of darkness
You grasp and hold me down
You drain away my confidence
And leave me with a frown

Icy finger of self doubt
You plague my every thought
Feed me with your poison lies
Until your truth I've bought

Chains wrapped in velvet
weights to aid my fall to hell
Purposely you destroy me
And leave a walking shell

And yet inside I'm screaming
Don't want to buy your lies
Don't want to look in the mirror
And see the good things die

I don't deserve depression
Don't want a life that's sad
I yearn for joy and happiness
I hate to feel so bad

The real me is trapped below
In darkness thick as water
How I long to break the surface
Where the air is so much purer

I love to eat and drink and laugh
To live and love with passion
To smile and be with those I love
Beneath bright shining sun

So if you're listening God above
I need some help to break this chain
Help me be just who I am
And walk away from this dark pain....

The deep....by *Gary-thedreamingpoet

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I hate this depression, I know it's not me and I want to break free....

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~Annanonyma Jul 24, 2011

That's a really sad and simultaneously really beautiful poem. It makes me sad because I know how it feels like and I don't wish it on anyone. But I think that it's possible to fight it - and yeah, writing helps, too

. I hope you feel better now and that it helps that there are people who think that your art is amazing.

*Gary-thedreamingpoet Jul 24, 2011 Professional Writer

Thank you, your comments mean a lot, I'm sorry that you know this feeling

and I wish with all my heart that you did not. It is possible to fight it, and I am feeling much better now....
And yes, my friends here on DA help me more than words could ever say

~Annanonyma Jul 24, 2011

Thank you. Keep up your amazing work

*Gary-thedreamingpoet Jul 25, 2011 Professional Writer

I will, thank you

~vickiangel Jul 24, 2011

Wow...u are amazingXD i love this <3

*Gary-thedreamingpoet Jul 24, 2011 Professional Writer

That's so good to hear! Thank you, I am really pleased that you like it so much

!StolenIndigo Jul 16, 2011

i can relate to this.. i love the imagery the metaphors, and how you expressed the emotions,
depression is such a killer of ones true self,

*Gary-thedreamingpoet Jul 16, 2011 Professional Writer

I hate being so depressed. I think it's getting a little better though. And thank you for the hug, you are a true friend

~asainkitty Jul 15, 2011

thats deep...really deep..imeen i was never able to write as pwerfullas that when i felt like it...its very good^^ and i know how you feel...

*Gary-thedreamingpoet Jul 16, 2011 Professional Writer

I'm sad to think that you know how this feels, depression is a terrible illness. I hope you feel a little better soon, and thank you

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